Saturday, 3 March 2012

Poem based on Psalm 51

Poem based on Psalm 51

O my God who's love is unchanging, O Lord of mercy, God of compassion remember me, be gracious to me and wipe out my sins, Lord if you cleanse me I will be without disease or contamination.


How can I be without sin for from the moment I was born to the moment I die it surrounds me? Purify my blood that is full up with evil and courses through my veins, O God of my salvation, deliver me.


I am a slave to its nature and am inconstant rebellion against You, I cannot break free.


At night my sins haunt me and stalk me in the daytime, only You my God can rescue me.


In Your sight O Lord my sins are obliterated and made like dust in the wind.

Remake me and fill me with Your morality and purity and pronounce me clean.

Lord Your command is righteous and your judgment is pure, do not cast me away in my guilt but have mercy on me Lord and let me enter Your holy gates and dwell in Your kingdom.

It was you O Lord who made me aware of my sins so that I can admit them to you, for a relationship with my God requires faithfulness and truthfulness in the hidden recesses of my soul, and it is in that place where you teach me your ways.

When you made me aware of my iniquities I was crushed, but it was for Your divine purposes that I was broken for it is only in the very depths of my sin that I can truly know the very depth of Your mercy.

I take pleasure the goodness of my God for my fearfulness of You O lord has been changed to exaltation.

Lord give me a heart that longs for You and Your goodness and justice, make me faithful to your ways, remake me in Your perfect image and fill me with Your Spirit.

Let me find my joy in You again, I will be glad in Your salvation like I once was. I will rejoice in You, how can I not sing your praises for You have been faithful to me, in your righteousness you have renewed me.

I will worship You forever, with my mouth I will make my God known, when others hear of Your greatness in love and mercy they will turn back to You because of how I praise Your holy name.

When I was in sin my worship fell on deaf ears but now You hear my praises and accept them because they come from the depths of my heart and the hidden places of my soul. I sing your praises aware of my inadequacies and in repentance, for what use are praises to you without contrition?

Rebuild me and make me strong in You, so that I may become a temple of worship dedicated to the Lord.

Sunday, 26 February 2012

Leviticus 20:7-8,22-24 Poem

Consecrate yourselves therefore and be holy,
For I am the Lord your God
Keep my statutes and observe them
I am the Lord; I sanctify you.
I am the Lord your God, I have separated you from the
nations.

You are my Kingdom people and I love you I have chosen you from out of all the nations to be beacons of light for all to see, you are divided and separated from the ways of the world you are order in chaos.
If you follow me and keep to my path then you shall be holy, if you dedicate yourself to me and separate yourself from the world for my purposes I shall sanctify you and make you holy, honored and sacred. you will be majestic to all who see you because I will make so.
I will consecrate you so that you will exemplify My Glory.
Stand up against the unjust and the unethical ways of the world. Do not conform to their ways but instead confront them. Let your words and deeds reflect Me, if you do this you will be holy and beacons of light lighting people on their way to me.
You have been chosen to be a holy blessing, that is why I have divided you and separated you from the ways of the world. You are order in chaos and through you I will restore creation to its original order. I am the Lord your God.

Sunday, 15 January 2012

Why Wild Goose Hunter? Who is Jesus

This evening I'm preaching on Matthew 16:13-20 which is Simon Peter's confession of Jesus and exploring the question, Who is Jesus?

When I came up with the name for this blog I thought I was being very clever and using the celtic name for the Holy Spirit, (I still think I'm very clever). I also chose it because I wanted the title of the blog to represent what I'm trying to do which is seek God and know Him more. Which is what tonight's sermon is on.

This question of who Jesus is is one that has caused problems throughout Christian history. An example of this can be found when looking at the Nicene Creed written around 325 AD

We believe in one Lord, Jesus Christ, the only Son of God, eternally begotten of the Father, God from God, light from light, true God from true God, begotten, not made, of one Being with the Father;
through him all things were made.

In this extract from Creed it is written to state clearly that Jesus and God are one and the same and that Jesus was with God in the beginning in particular this is demonstrated when it says that Jesus was 'begotten not made' and 'of one Being with the Father.' The reason for the emphasis of this is that around the time it was written there was another form of teaching by a person called Arius who taught that Jesus although He is Divine he was created by God and is therefore lower than God. The Church declared this a heresy and wrote the Nicene Creed as a statement of the Christian faith to counter this teaching.

In more recent times from some liberal theologians who advocate that Jesus's resurrection was purely spiritual rather than physical (I can't remember the exact details of this but I ant be expected to remember absolutely everything from Bible College). This clearly shows that the question from Jesus of "Who do you say that I am?" is one that needs to be explored beyond the basic orthodox answer which is that Jesus is the Son of God, the Messiah who died to take away our punishment for sin so that through faith in Him we can know God and have a relationship with Him.

I firmly believe this but I also think to just see Jesus in terms of his salvific atctivity is a bit too restrictive. Through reading the Gospels we learn more of who Jesus is, yes we learn that He is the Messiah and that Forgives sins from his actions and His statements about Himslef particulary in the "I Am" statements. We also learn that He is a healer and a provider and that he cares about community and bring the socially marginalised out from the fringes and back to the community, every time He healed a criple or someone with leprosey He was bringing someone who because of their disability were considered unclean and outcast back into the community that had rejected them, He also did the same with prostitues and tax collectors and people who the Jewish culture of the time rejected. He travelled in His own community of followers. Jesus came proclaiming that the Kingdom of God is at hand which is a Jewish Idiom for the Kingdom of God is here, the Kingdom of God is now and it is the kind of community which Jesus promoted and demonstrated.

As a Christian I believe I am a member of this community through faith in Jesus and as such I am to be like Jesus. The name Christian was originally an insult used to describe the followers of the early Church and it means 'Little Christ' (Thanks Anneka). I find it a bit of an odd insult as it describes what they suposed to be. If someone were to and laugh and point at me saying something along the lines of, "ha ha your a little Christ", I'd probably say, "Thank you that's what I'm aiming for." Its probably a bit obvious but in order to become Christ-like you need to know him and that is more than just knowing Him as our Saviour. Only when we are seeking to know Him more can we be more like Him and this comes through relationship with Him and its only through this that we can effectivly share our faith in Him. I was at a New Wine retreat last weekend and in one of the seminars there was this statement, 'Our Christology affects our missiology' it goes on to say that our missiology affects our ecclesiology but thats for another discussion. Basically the more we know and understand God the better we will be at shareing our faith in Him. A highly exaggerated example of what can happen if we don't really seek to know God that well can be found in the first ever episode of a TV series called Black Books, the link is below.

http://www.channel4.com/programmes/black-books/4od#3110813

The clip is of two door to door evangelists who come to the door of the shop and are surprised when Bernard Black (the owner of the shop) invites them in. Although he is only doing it to procrastinate from the task of filling in his tax return. So they come in and have no idea where to start and then proceed to tell him their favorite bible stories all of which they get wrong and Bernard then corrects them on the stories and then continues to teach them all about the actual stories (over a few bottles of wine) and about Jesus and they leave drunk and excited wanting to come back to learn more about Jesus.

It's impossible and even arrogant to suggest that we can ever fully know God, but the more we truly seek God and a relationship with Him the greater our passion for sharing our faith will become and the more we will see the Kingdom of God grow.

Like I said earlier I chose the title of Wild Goose Hunter because the Celtic name for the Holy Spirit  translates as Wild Goose, and I am seeking to grow in my relationship with God and to know him more. I am also looking at what it means to know him and what implications that has in my life and journey of faith. So essentially I am looking for the answer to Jesus' question, "Who do you say that I am?"

questions to think about: How would you answer Jesus' question  and what impact does it have in your life?